Torn

Although it's safe for me to say I fade away
The darkest corner hides my face and it's impossible to play,
But I still struggle and I stay
To play the game I came to play.

It's not because I can't admit
From time to time I get defeat,
But it's because I wasn't hit
So hard to say that I'm defeat.

Now I may be completely wrong
In what regards how to stay strong,
But I am here, writing this song,
That means for me that I am strong.

I made myself perfectly clear
Nothing out there inspires me fear,
But the fact that she's not here,
That made me taste a bit of fear.

She sometimes dances with another
He's not her father or her brother,
But they have something one for each other,
Sometimes I wish he was her brother.

I am undoubtedly retarded
For I have left our apartment,
But I'll be back, don't get departed
I will come back in our apartment.

Now, we may always be apart
And you'll be always in my heart,
But until then I'll always start
A conversation with a fart.